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| I feel like I have become a stranger from the person I used to be. And I am not sure that is necessarily bad. I used to define myself by my friends, and if they loved me. And that was it. Also not a bad thing, but I leaned so much on you guys because I felt like you were the only family I had. Except then you were gone. Not your fault, I just moved. But I had no friends, no way to define myself, no tangible proof I even existed. And for a while, I don't think I did exist. I just kinda floated through life and let everything, and everyone pass me by. I'm sorry guys, for the way I left you, and for not being able to call or text. It just hurt that I couldn't be there in person.
But things are nice now. I'm madly in love with Eric, and I should be moving back to the east coast soon. I miss the ocean, and the night, almost as much as I miss the people.
Now if only I could keep a damn car running. ^.^
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| so there is not much to add today, but im so glad that im updating more often that id rather not jinx it.
so working for john is pretty awesome right now, we got talking about payment, and we agreed on 225 a week. if this works out, im going to have a lot more freedom. not too mention i will be able to visit home more often.
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| I got the job with the productions company! im basically the assistant to the CEO. Today i sat in on a business meeting over breakfast and took notes. it was interesting stuff because my boss does a lot of branch out work for haskell, and the meeting was about production and airway rights for haskell with this up and coming indy media company. it was educational. so now im typing up notes from the meeting for my boss and checking his email. im excited! i think this job will be good for me.
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| so... ... ...an interesting thing happened to me on Sunday. i was working and a regular customer of mine offered me a job! strange, right? well it turns out he is the CEO of a local production company, and they need a part time secretary/typist because they are incredibly in fluxed with work/ how cool is that? i have a formal interview later this week with him and his partner, and hopefully it works out. wish me luck!
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| my life was supposed to be balancing out, but now it just seems like a juggling act, and im about to drop the pins. my personal life is a confusing train wreck, and i cant make up my mind. who do i want? what do i want? am i willing to take the risks in getting involved with someone new? all i can see in the future is carnage and broken hearts and it makes me wish i could go to sleep and not wake up.
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